walang title

uhm.
wala na kong makwento.. =((
hmmm.. as in.
huhuhu
basta asa bagong bahay nko, sa makati.
kapitbahay ko na si raechelita ever. :D
lapit lang sa opis. around 20mins
30mins cguro pag trapik.
tas niyan. mura lang pasahe ko.
P7 papasok, tas P9.50 pauwi. (dati P10, eh nag roll of ang langis so P9.50 ngayon)
ang tipid noh? hehehe..
tamang tama. tipid powers.
astig talaga. ^_^
di pko siado aware sa mga parte nung bahay.
di pa ko kakapasok sa liblib na part. haha!
may madilim kasing part sa dulo e.
yung labahan. after un ng kusina.
uminom kasi ako kagabi ng beg-tu.
tas niyan, tinitingnan ko yung madilim na part.
labahan pala. daming kasampay e. hehe..
tapoooos.. di ko pa alam ang mga schedule ng ligo ng mga tao don.
kanina nga habang naliligo ako parang may nangangatok e.
bah. naliligo ako e.
at kakapasok ko lang non.
tsaka tagal kayang bakante nung CR. kikiramdam nga ko kung may papasok after maligo nung kasama ko sa kuarto e.
aba't nakapag bunot na ko ng kilay at nakapag ayos ng isusuot la namang pumapasok. eh di ako na.
tas nung asa loob nko, tsaka kakatakok??
halerski naman.
wag ganun. pantay pantay tayo.
hahahaha! (nag-emote? lol)
nways.. so yun.
mejo mainit yung kuarto e.
kasi sarado lahat ng bintana. :s
nisara nung kasama ko sa kuarto.
nakikita kasi nung katapat naming bahay. :D
hehe.. nways.. ninang umaga, nibuksan ko.
inet e.
dami kong gamit!!!!
sakop yung cabinet na pang dalawang tao. bah.
kelangan bago sila makahanap ng titira don, naiuwi ko na sa LB yung iba kong gamit na sangkatutak. wiwindang ako e.
kadami dami.
ay. yung unan ko pala na dalawa, natapunan ng honey. =((
so di ko sia nagamit. huhuhu..
isa lang unan ko. si pong pagong ang unan ko kagabi.
si misha asa tabi ko. sia akap ko.
tas si berta asa may pwetan ko. hahaha!
bait man yun si berta. tabachingching ever.
kilala niyo ba mga yan?
mga stuff toys sila. si misha ang eldest, next is berta and last si pong pagong.
may chuwariwaps sila, si broosh at si piglet.
kaso mga babies sila e. di puede hug.
kaya ka display lang.
sila nigawa kong unan kasi la ako unan.
huhuhuhu..
maya pala lalabhan ko yung unan.
lagkit non! grabeeeee..
so yun.
wala na naman wenta ang kwento ko.
wala nkong makwento e.
bakit nga ba?
di ko alam e.
basta wala akong siadong adventures lately.
maybe, i was uber busy lang talaga.
hehehe..
so yun.
yun lang.
uwi na ko maya-maya.
si raechelita nauna na.
may kadate pa ata.
gusto ko na din umuwi at humiga.
teka, nu bang gagawin ko sa bahay?
hmmm..
baka magbasa lang ako ng libro.
pero kain muna ko.
gugutom ako e. :s
so sia na, sia na.
babayu na.
saka ko na kayo wentuhan ulet pag meron na.
hehe..
babay.

2009 Circuit Assembly

kakatapos lang ng circuit assembly namen today. ^_^

theme text: Romans 12:21 "Do not let yourself be conquered by the evil, but keep conquering the evil with the good. :)

were were once again reminded on the things we ought to do to be spiritually awake and spiritually healthy during these last days (END of last days, actually as emphasized by one of the speakers.)

di lang daw tayo nabubuhay sa mga huling araw, pero sa DULO na ng mga huling araw. armageddon is getting nearer. it is important for us Christians be more conscious NOW of gaining spiritual strength and acquire the accurate knowledge from the Bible.
it means our future and our own life.

we all need to heed what the Bible has to say about this system of things.
learn what we need to know about God and His will.
God has already pronounced his judgement to this system of things, Satan's system of things.
so He was asking each of us to get out from it and be saved from the impending destruction awaiting Satan and his wicked government.

wala ng panahon para sa mga Kristiyano na pumetiks pa sa pangangaral.
we need to try as much as possible to share the good news to everybody within our reach so they will gain God's knowledge before time runs out.
that's how we show our love for Jehovah God and for everybody.
God has shown us in great ways His undeserved kindness, so we are obligated to share to it to everyone else.
EVERYBODY MUST KNOW ABOUT JEHOVAH.
Everybody must take a stand if he is for God or for Satan.

tas kanina, sabi nung Distrcit Overseer, si Bro. Ogoi, "Satan CANNOT FORCE anyone to act in wickedness. All he does is play on our weaknesse and MOVE us to go against God's will."
so it is always our decision if we ought to obey God and listen to what He says or grab the TEMPORARY happiness offered by Satan but later on suffer the consequences and live a life of misery and pain.

it's always our decision.
we must not blame Satan for our actions.
we run our life, we decide on things, so we're responsible for it.

please do take time studying the Bible.
listen and act before it's too late..

true, this world is fulll of wickedness, cruelty & crime.
it takes character, great love for God and the help of the holy spirit to control ourselves and still show goodness & kindness to those who are rude and cruel.
but as the theme text of the assembly, "we must conquer the evil by the good." - romas 12:21
if God thinks it is possible for us imperfect humans to control our sinful side and do good to others, then we must always try.
we must always try to show God that He could trust us; that He could be proud of us, even being imperfect. :)

it's a good BIble verse noh? "keep conquering the evil by the good." :)

even now

grabe. ganda nitong kanta na to.
heart wrenching.
anybody who has a file of this song? care to give me a copy?
pleassse?
send nio lang sa e-mail ko.
i was trying to search for it sa web, found some files pero broken link e.
huhuhu.. so kung sino mang mabait na magsend sa kin. send-an nio naman ako ha? hehehe.. thank you! ^_^

- - - -

Even Now
Nina
Nina Featuring the Hits of Barry Manilow

Even Now
When there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so she won't see
That even now
When I know it wasn't right
And I found a better life than what we had
Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now

Even now
When I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you been gone
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
And the pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And God I wish you knew
Some how
Even now

random thoughts

sakit ulo.
antok.
dami bitbit.
villa guadalupe.
ubo.
kalipat na.
bago bahay.
tsika si nante.
assembly bukas.
gusto na uwi.
ganda raech.
kumain ng ice cream vanilla.
nitatamad.
super antok.
papikit na.
sarap ng lunch.
late pumasok.
colorful top.
miss harvy.
sarap matulog.
pramis.
dami ganda babae sa labas.
red heeled shoes.
abang ka lang.
iii-c coronado.
antoook.

bagong hide-out

may bago na kong hide-out ever.
as in uber excited na ko maglipat don.
kasi di ba nga? lumayas na ko sa unit.
kagabi nag-ayos kami ni harvelita ng gamit ko don.
tsaka andun na kasi yung mga titira for a month or so.
kaya umalis na ko. ora mismo. haha~
kaya ninang umaga, naghakot kami ng gamit.
may opismeyt ako na nagvolunteer to help me with my things.
kaya ngayon yung mga gamit ko asa sasakyan nia. nakatambak. :D
tas eh di nag-iisip nga ko kung ano ng gagawin ko.
puede naman kasi na kay harvz ako muna tira habang wala akong tutulugan pa.
kaso uber layo talaga don! suko ako. pramis.
ayaw ko ng maipit-ipit sa MRT. huhuhu..
tsaka minsan parang umuuwi na din ako ng LB.
2hrs na biyahe.. huhuhu..
tsaka naisip ko din, kung dun muna ako temporarily at dun ko muna dadalin mga gamit ko, pag nakakita na ko ng bahay dito makati. dadalin ko na naman mga gamit ko frm QC to Makati. ang hasseeeeeeeeeeeel!
kaya as much as possible, mailagay ko na mga gamit ko sa titirahan ko.
naisip ko na una, sa dorm ko dati.
kaso ayaw naman ni nanay doon.
mag-iisip daw sia palagi kung dun ako mag-stay.
kasi naiisip nia baka ako masunog don kasi palengke daw ang ilalim.
at madami din daw squatters. at delikado pag gabi.
dami sinabi eh noh? haha! ganun talaga pag ayaw.
madaming dahilan.
kaya naghanap ako ng iba.
kagabi may pinuntahan ako. don sa may magallanes.
kaso am panget nung place. :(
tas di siado accessible sa transpo at mejo delikado.
kat san ako tumingin may mga tambay sa bangketa na taas-paa at parang iskoba ang baba sa kapal ng ballbas.
kung di man tambay, mukang goons na pedicab driver. :-s
tas pagkakita ko dun sa bahay, feeling ko mare-rape ako doon.
ang view ay bubong ng mga kapitbahay. hahaha!
nitanong ko yung may-ari: "buti di po kayo pinagtatanggkaang pasukin dito?" (mejo matanda na sia e. matandang dalaga sia..)
sabi niya: "19 years na ko dito, wala namang nangyayaring masama sa kin.."
sa loob-loob ko: "pag lumipat po ako ditom malamang meron na."
hehehehe.. wala lang. na-feel ko lang.
sobrang open yung bahay kase at kahoy lang.
at ang taas ha! magha hiking muna ako bago maka-akyat. :-s
tas yung kuwarto, walang bintana!!!
huhuhuh.. kaya uber inet.
sabi ko yoko dun.
eh nagtext din kagabi yung may-ari. sabi nia gusto niya ako na don tumira.
kat daw wag na muna ako mag-down kasi nakita naman daw niyang muka akong mabait na bata. hahahaha!
o haaaaaa.. sabi ko sa inyo mabait ako e. =))
kasi nung una, sabi ko: "puede po ba na yung down at advanced payment ay sa pay day na po?"
sabi nia, kahit daw kalahati nung required payment magbigay ako kasi na-1-2-3 na daw sia.
eh nung pagkakita nia sa kin kagabi nagtext kagad pag-alis ko, sabi: "grace, sabihin mo kaagad sa kin kung gusto mo tumira dito sa bahay ko ha? kahit sa sueldo mo na ibigay lahat ng bayad. nakita ko naman na mabait kang bata."
HAHAHAHAHA!
ayus! :D
o eh di yon, katapus tapusan kagabi, wala akong lilipatan pala. :(
pero tuloy ang plano pa din.
nag-ayos akong gamit kagabi tas early in the morning, hinakot ko na lahat ng gamit ko sa unit. tinambak ko sa sasakyan.
tas niwewento ko kay raech sa chat ung nangyari.
si raech, biglang naalala na may naitabi pala siang number na for rent.
tinawagan ko yung number. she lent me her phone kasi SUNCELL yung number.
tas nagdecide kami na puntahan ngayong lunch.
we checked the place out. ganda!
maganda sia compared sa mga natingnan ko.
residence yun e. tas pinapaupahan nia mga rooms nia.
ang makakasama ko sa room ay manager daw sa metrobank. :)
sobrang luwag pa ng kuarto!
pang animan daw kasi yon. pero dalawa pa lang kami na mag stay.
ibibili nila ko ng bed this weekend! ^_^
provided daw kasi nila yon. tsaka tiktik-pan.
kaya maya, ilagay ko na yung mga gamit ko doon.
pero sa monday na ko tulog don.
maya, kay harvelita muna ako.
kunin ko din mga gamit ko don.
grabeeee.. dami kong gamit! @_@
wawa naman yung kasama ko sa kuarto.
hehe.. :D
nways.. so yun nga.
maya after work, magdala na ko ng gamit doon.
so excited to lipat.

^_^

how to react to cruelty

if someone has done us wrong, our tendency is to avenge ourselves and make them pay.
but what does the Bible exhorts us to do when we experience rudeness from others? are we to act on our instincts and take our own revenge? isn't it just plain fair to inflict them pain and make them suffer?

i found this from the JW website.
it's a good reading. you could find practical counsels and advise from the Bible on what we ought to do when we experience cruelty from others.

of course, it's not easy to do, but i am sure it's all worth it to control ourselves and remain in God's love. (sobraaaaaang hirap, but we really need to try.)

- - -

How to React to Cruelty

God’s Word offers practical counsel about how to deal with cruelty. Consider how you can apply the following words of wisdom:

“Do not say: ‘I will pay back evil!’ Hope in Jehovah, and he will save you.”—Proverbs 20:22.

“If you see any oppression of the one of little means and the violent taking away of judgment and of righteousness . . . , do not be amazed over the affair, for one that is higher than the high one is watching.”—Ecclesiastes 5:8.

“Happy are the mild-tempered ones, since they will inherit the earth.”—Matthew 5:5.

“All things, therefore, that you want men to do to you, you also must likewise do to them.”—Matthew 7:12.

“Return evil for evil to no one. Provide fine things in the sight of all men. If possible, as far as it depends upon you, be peaceable with all men. Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but yield place to the wrath; for it is written: ‘Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says Jehovah.’”—Romans 12:17-19.

“Even Christ suffered for you, leaving you a model for you to follow his steps closely. . . . When he was being reviled, he did not go reviling in return. When he was suffering, he did not go threatening, but kept on committing himself to the one who judges righteously.”—1 Peter 2:21-23.

lang wenta

Hay naku.
Pansin niyo ba?
Sumi-serious na naman mga entries ko?
Hehehehe..
Pansin ko e. :D
Wala na kasi akong MRT moments.
Di na din siado matagal ang biyahe ko. (dati kasi 2hrs e.. :s)
1 oras na lang ngayon. haha!
Tagal pa din pala.
Hehehe..
Pero wala e.
La man ako siado ma-wento.
Same old, same old.
Kaya ayan. Todo seryus. Hehehe..
Ay. Maya uwi akong LB.
Andun CO tsaka DO namin e.
Host kami nila.
Sa min sila nag "pioneering week." :)
Tas maya pulong namen.
CBS lang tsaka service talk ng CO.
Kasi sa weekend Circuit Assembly namen!
Yehey! ^_^
Nagpaalam ako kay Wilmz kagabi na uwi ako LB.
Sabi ko undertime si ako. ;)) Alis akong 3pm.
Payag naman siya.
Pero next time daw, 2 days before, magpapa alam ako.
Hehehe.. :D
Yun.
Walang wenta noh?
Hehe.. La akong mawento e.
Kaya pagtiyagaan niyo na lang yan muna. :D
Sa susunod ulet.

^_^

love & pain

"Love can melt away the pain no matter how painful it is; but then again I realize that pain can melt away the love, no matter how great love is." - Anonymous

This is sooo true..
But that is only if pain was deliberately caused by the person you loved and cherished.
Other than that, nothing can ever erase true love.
As in NOTHING.

No matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter what you make yourself believe, true love will always knock on you and will remind you that there is somebody you love before. somebody you cherished. somebody you really treasured.

True love lingers a loooooooong, loooooooong time.
It never fails and is really very hard to forget.
Once in a while, it will resurface and reminds you of that feeling.

But this I'd also like to point out.
Great pain could easily erase everything you feel for a person (at least for my case).
Specially, if it's a breach of trust.

I am always sincere on how i deal with a person.
I seldom lie. I'm very transparent on what i feel. I'm very vocal on what I think.
As much as possible, I make every person feel good about himself.
As much as I can, I make them happy.
I listen to them. I care for them. I laugh with them. I cry with them. I protect them.

But then again, if i learned i have been used, I have been fooled, I have been lied to.
Then that's the end of it. No need for discussion.
We're back to where we are before. Not even friends.
You will just be like anybody else to me.

I rarely take my revenge for I know God always wanted us to do good on others.
And I know He sees everything. And He knows best on what to do on every situation.
I'd rather live my life peacefully and let those bastards reap what they sow.
As long as my conscience is clear, i care less to what they do with their lives.

For me, at a snap of my fingers, it's done.
As much as I can, I give love to the extent, but I can't give it back once gone.
Once I reached my "boiling point" almost nothing can change my mind.
I didn't say, losing somebody like me could have an adverse effect on anyone.
For I am no one. Just Grace. :)
But losing respect from others definitely has a blow to your own personality.
I have this special skill of releasing the true emotions and unmasking the real personality of those around me.

So beware. I am not perfect. I am also a sinner, like all of us are.
But I have the capability to love to the greatest extent possible.
I have the power to understand even the most complicated and hurtful things in life.
But I also have the ability to protect myself from further damage by shutting down my emotions and make myself numb when pricked a million times or even when fatally stab once.

So don't mess with me.
I'm a friend for a friend.

I will not be your worst enemy for I hardly take my revenge.
But I am so sure, you will definitely pay for what you have done (even without me knowing it).

:)

software engineers

all of us know that US recession has affected a big part of world's business.
many companies has shut down, several has laid off its employees.
but if you're keen on job searches you'll notice that opportunities for IT professionals still top the list.
of course, we could expect that the offered salary will not be as high as before, since there is less competition nowadays among employers bagging for the experienced programmers (2 years and up).
those programmers are technically called "Software Engineers" or "Web Developers".
and if there is less employer competition, it means means less "corporate pirates" hehehe..
but still, compared to Operations, those skilled professionals will still get a higher pay.

but if you'll think about it, those IT professionals really deserve to get a higher salary, don't they?
for one, they are building every kind of system we are using in our day to day operations.
automation is everywhere. almost every business process of small and big companies are being automated.
second, their gained knowledge and skills are highly technical. really MIND BOGGLING! (@-@)
for every "call" they try to make among the tags they create, a brain nerve dies. hahaha!

nways.. so i think, the demand for programmers, web developers, software engineers will not falter, at least for the next couple of years.
but, there are lots of people who are into IT nowadays. so that means, there will be a tough competition for the well-paid IT jobs.
Well-paid for me, means a minimum of P40k-P45k monthly at least for those who have 2 years solid experience in programming here in the Philippines. Abroad, i guess they can bid higher. Like a minimum of P80k in Asia and more than P100k in the US. If you're good you can ask for P200k more. :D hehehe..

so for the employed Software Engineers, grab every experience you could get while working for a company. be bold enough to volunteer for the difficult tasks in your team, hold a challenging project, take trainings offered by your employer, or ask your boss to give training/s which you think will help you be a better programmer and of course, continue studying the latest about the industry's technology. (JAVA, ASAP.net, SQL, VB.net, etc.)
taking certifications is a plus but i guess, companies now are more interested in skills gained, years of experience, handled projects, knowledge about the industry, etc., etc.

their kind of job is very very very challenging, isn't it? well, at least for me.
could you imagine? they are working on codes, tags, commands; combine them together so they would run harmoniously and become ONE AUTOMATED SYSTEM? it could be a small system for internal use but it could also be a huge and a very complicated system to be used by millions of people worldwide. could you imagine that??? IT project = pressure!!!!

so kudos to all the software engineers out there. :)
you are all smart and highly intelligent people, i suppose.
programming needs a lot of thinking and will surely exhaust a lot of brain nerves from you.
i wish i was a programmer too. but thank God, i'm not.

Grace -> programmer? = sure trouble

hahaha! :p

when i thought im over it

when i thought im over it

:(

i was back in taguig.
just as i thought i was completely over it.
i suddenly felt it all around me.
wrapping me. suffocating me.
i found it difficult to sleep last night.
being there brought loneliness again.
tsk. i was doing fine eh..
im doing well for the last couple of months.
until yesterday.. :(
sobrang naiinis ako.
i exerted all my effort to overcome the pain and leave all the memories behind.
i was able to do it pero sobrang nasaktan ako while i was coping.
parang alam niyo yun, feeling ko ang unfair?
ilang buwang nag-ayos tas isang gabi lang, mararamdaman ko ulet ang lungkot??
ano kaya yon.. :-s

ayoko na kasi e. ayoko na talaga.
i don't want to feel this anymore.
but it's back.
it is soooo here with me again.
i want to live a new life and start new memories.
so please. JUST GO!!!
every memory, every thought, every emotion must GO!!!

*sigh*

isn't ironic? happy memories could bring loneliness?
my ghas. i so hate what i feel now.
i am stubborn. i am not easily shattered. but i do fall.
but one of the things i like about myself is i never give up.
i fight (even with my own self), try to find my way up and make myself a much, much better person.
no matter how this life could hurt me; no matter how many mistakes i make.
nothing could stop me from improving myself.
i know Satan will always try, but I have God to back me up.
hirap lang pati sarili ko kalaban ko. mga sarili kong kahinaan at kagustuhan.
tsk tsk tsk..

haaay..

many people have used me, many people have lied to me.
all i can do is let them be.
cguro i just need to trust God more, i know He sees everything.
He knows what to do. He has a perfect time for every thing.
as I have said, i wronged Him in a lot of ways.
even my own life won't suffice to match His love and kindness.
so maybe, i am thinking, that all i can do is accept these things and be mature in viewing matters.
bear the pain, feel the loneliness while i am still taking steps in gaining myself.
one word to remember: CONSEQUENCES.

and this i also need to bear in mind: THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS MY RELATIONSHIP WITH JEHOVAH.
so whatever hurtings, whatever pains i feel. i must THINK that it really doesn't matter.
i should make Jehovah God happy to show Him that I appreciate every little thing He does for me.
so i must continue changing my ways and improving myself for Jehovah's glory.
i do fail from time to time but that won't stop me from hoping and trying that i will be the best person i can be for Jehovah God.
He trusts me that I can overcome my own weaknesses, so i must always try to follow His righteous ways as much as i can.

haaaay.. i really do hope things will be alright. :)

kape

one thing i really hate after drinking coffee is the palpitation powers. huhuhu..
as in uber nervous!!!! =((
parang kala mo lagi na lang kabado. :(
yoko ng ganitong feeling.
as in!

huhuhu..
=((

huhu

grabe ang sakit ng puson kooooo! =((
pero at least lumabas na sia. :D
uber late na naman to e.
delated ng 49 days.
oo. 49 days delayed!
tsk tsk..
stressed kung stressed! :S

pag ganito, feeling ko lumalabas lahat ng kukurikum sa katawan ko e.
ano ang kukurikum?
di ko din alam.
feel ko lang sabihin.
hahahaha!
'ba yan.

:p

aura

aura ako ng aura.
yung term pala na yan has something to do with paranormal!!!! :-s
my ghas!
yoko na.
from now on, NO AURA ever!

:-s

To You

To You:
hmmm.. thank you for becoming a part of my life.
it was brief, but that was the happiest moment ever.
i was me, we understood each other only with a few words, we laugh, we never fought.
i always have that feeling that you are my perfect match.
until now, i still think of you.
hearing your name still brings butterflies to my stomach. (eeeew.. hahaha!)
seeing you is always like the first time. :)
that's when i learned how to love.. loving unconditionally, loving purely, loving unselfishly.

To You:
thank you for everything.
take care of yourself always.

To You:
i never could understand how i really felt for you.
it was very chaotic and very complicated.
i was happy but also sad. first time to feel two emotions at the same time.
there was never a day which i failed to think about you.
i wish i could erase all the memories.
but i guess, we're better off separated.
i do hope you're ok and happy. :)

To You:
you never ever deserved my love and attention.
for me now, time spent with you is a total waste!
a total waste of time.
i wish i never had shed a tear for you.
i wish i never knew you.
i wish it was some other person.
i wish i could turn back the time and erased you from my life.
i never learned anything from you, you were never there for me.
i learned things all by myself.
you are selfish, very dishonest and uber hypocritical!

To You:
just enjoy!
you never had me.
so whatever you do, i really don't care. :)

To You:
sorry if i don't give much attention to you.
if i deliberately ignored you.
it's just that, i don't want to keep your hopes up.
i don't want to hurt anyone.
and i was never hypocritical.
i don't want affections to go deeper.
because i can't give anything back.
i want you to find somebody else your match and get the love you deserve.
you're kind and i think you're sweet, we simply just don't match.
our personalities don't match.
the way we think doesn't match.
though i'm really not perfectly sure, we really didn't spend time with each other (hehe)
sooo.. i do hope you don't have any grudge on me.
i wish i could be the one to make you happy, but i'm sure i'm not.
i know myself.
so stay sweet and kind.

To You:
we've been together for more than a decade now.
and still the friendship is intact and going strong.
time and distance failed to keep us apart.
there were changes on how we live now, but still i'm quite amazed on how our friendship never faltered.
our sense of deep loyalty and respect for each other was never lost
i guess, what really made us strong is the way we truly understand each other.
we seldomly fought and we seldomly argue.
until now, we are still there for each other.
i am really happy to have you as a friend.
thank you for always being loyal.

la lang.

hello blogee!!!

musta na?? grabeee... i'm uber duper busy.
kaya di ako kakasulat ng entry sa yo..
sa kabusy-han ko, nawawalan na kong gana minsan wento or sulat.
tsk tsk.
next time. wento kong madaming madami! ^_^

babay.

happyness

it has been lifted.
i can't described how i feel.
really speechless.

:)

Greatest Man Who Ever Lived

The Watchtower & Bible Tract Society published a book entitled "The Greatest Man Who Ever Lived." (picture shown above)
It was to narrate Jesus earthly life for 3 1/2 years.
As expected, my tears were uncontrollably flowing when I came to chapter 113 onwards.
Jesus Christ suffered terribly for sinful humans to be saved.
As Pontius Pilate noticed, Jesus was so dignified even in the face of death.
Israelites where angrily shouting at him, tortured him to the extreme way possible.
They even chose to release Barnabas, a serial murderer, than to free Jesus.
And Jesus Christ was on the stage, seeing how the people he was trying to save, were all shouting loudly at him to be killed.
Tsk tsk tsk.. I wonder how he felt during that time.
Does his love never waivered? Did he ever felt angry at them?
Imagine those are the people he was trying to save and yet they conspired and did everything for him to be impaled.
Shucks. That was really a great show of love firstly for his Father, Jehovah and for humankind.
I could never imagine and will never fully understand how Jesus and Jehovah suffered for the imperfect humans to be saved.
They really showcased an outstanding example of LOVE.
I was really touched on how Jesus talked to His father.
He always says in his prayer: "As you will, Father.."
No matter what he needs to sacrifice from his part, no matter what he will suffer.
All that is important for him is for the will of his Father to take place.
He completely trust his life to his loving Father who is in heaven.
When he finally breathed his last breath, the heavens became dark and there was a strong earthquake.
Jehovah was really sad seeing his only begotten son, suffered and tortured by mortal humans.
Could you imagine? The two (2) most powerful persona in the whole universe, allow themselves to suffer for us sinful and weak humans to be saved?
How great is that?
You know, that book is really a good book to read and ponder.
That's actually one of the many publications of the Watchtower & Bible Tract Society which could aid us in understanding the BIble and thus help us know the truth and become closer to God.

My next book to read is 2009 Yearbook of Jehovah's Witnesses.
It contains a year-end report of how their preaching work is continuously progressing in every part of the world.
If you are a non-JW reading this entry, please do take the opportunity to learn the truth about God.
Jehovah's Witnesses will not be forever knocking on your doors to help you understand what the Bible really teach.
God has His own timetable on things.
So while it is still possible and while God still allows it, come to know the truth about what's really happening in the world and about the future.
Soon, Jehovah God will finally put an end to Satan's system of things, including those who fail to listen and do His will.
Listen and heed on what God wants us to do before it's too late.
Jehovah's Witnesses are everywhere.
You could always ask us about the Bible and we will all be glad to help you answer your questions about God, life and future.

You could also check our official website at www.watchtower.org

P.S. We will soon be celebrating the Memorial of Jesus death on April 9. Hope you could find the nearest Kingdom Hall in your area. For it the only ocassion which Jesus asked his disciples to observe and remember. This is the most important event in a year for a Jehovah's Witness. Remembering how Jesus offered his own life as a ransom sacrifice for us all. So if you could attend, we're inviting you to visit the nearest Kingdom Hall.

freebies

i got several freebies this week!
hehe.. :D

-2 packs of hershey's crunch from karlo
-a meryenda meal from raech ( "golden" siomai included. puso mo raech. haha! :p)
-a half-dozen Go Nuts from nante
-a personal notebook from nante (na inilagay sa ref. leeeeer.. nu kaya yon..)
-a free dental visit and service from my ortho
-meals from harvy [healthy meals, if i may add :) ]
-a new jacket from kuya andre (gandaaa! ^_^)
-free laba c/o harvy. (haha! lab u harvz.)

o ha? nice noh?
hihi. ^_^

many, many, many thanks!

good night.
antok na ko.
dami pa ko wento.
pero next time na lang..
babay.

tooth

my ortho called me the other day asking me to come and visit her ASAP.
that was because i called b-jhean, her assistant, a few days ago and reported that an upper tooth beside the one enclosed with a molar band was damaged and broken.
once b-jhean reported this to dra. bonoan, she called me right away and set an appointment requesting me to come as soon as possible.
so the earliest possible visit i fixed was this afternoon at 3PM.
not in her ortigas clinic, but in St. Luke's.
so i arrived at 3PM but i was called at around 5:30!
she has so many patients, my ghas! i think im the 33rd when i arrived. :-s
imagine i was able to finish the book i was reading? but i did enjoy it, anyway. :)
so to continue, my tooth was checked and dra. bonoan said, it was not my tooth which is broken but my "pasta" (forgot how is it called in English, tooth *something*)
so she re-fixed it. and my gosh, it really hurts.
and as she studied my other teeth, she said, some need to undergo the same process.
huhuhu.. but it hurts.. it really hurts.. huhuhuhu..
after fixing the tooth, she already oriented me on what will happen on my next visit.
she said, they will be installing the wires to start moving my teeth. :s
she explained that the bands she put on my wires are just "HONEYMOON" bands to let me know how it feels to have wires and rubbers on my mouth.
and it already hurts you know.. i can't eat properly. :s
so once the wires are replaced on my next visit and i moved from light to a more heavier bands, then that's when the real STRETCHING/MOVING of my teeth will start.
huhuhu.. hope it will not hurt much. i hope i could get use of the pain soon.

TAKE CARE OF YOUR TEETH!

it's very costly to have it fixed.
thankfully, i was not charge of anything this afternoon for my visit. :)
thank you DRA! ^_^

men

are you a ****?
then, i made this specially for you.

and

E.A.T. M.Y. W.O.R.D.S.

elevator

may floor kasi dito sa building na wala ng tenants: yung ika-13th floor, pero 14th floor siya.
wala naman kasi madalas na 13th floor sa mga buildings e.
so un nga. oh eh di wala ng tenants sa floor na yun.
so sobrang dilim sa floor na yon at matahimik. uber!
etong si raechelita, isang maldita't kalahati!
kahapon, nagkasabay kaming umuwe.
umiral ang kapilyahan, pinindot ang 14th floor.
eh di magbubukas yon ever!!!
todo sigaw talaga ko e.
sabay lumabas akong elevator.
hinihila ko ni raech pabalik sa loob, eh ang lakas ko.
plakda sa salamin si raech e. hahahaha!
tas tawa ng tawa yung bata ano?
as in galak na galak at napasigaw ako ng katodohan.
di na daw, di na daw.
sakay na daw kaming elevator.
tas tawa pa din.
sabi ko maghiwalay na kaming elevator!
lam kong di titigil to e..
sabi, di na daw talaga.
oh eh di sakay na ko..
sabi ko lang: "nakuuu.. raech ka.. cge lang.. pag nipindot mo yan.."
sabi nia, di na daw. baba na daw kame.
oh eh di yon. nagsarado na ang pinto.
ayan naaaaaaaaaa..
ang malditang bata!!! pinindot ang 14!!!!
my ghaaaaaaaaas!
ginawa ko tumalikod ako tas pumikit.
para pag bumukas ang pinto sa 14th floor, di ko makikita.
aba't etong pilyang to, di ako tigilan.
pinipilit akong humarap.
ayan na nga po! tumunog na ang elevator at nagbukas na ang pinto.
sabay hila sa kin ni raech para humarap! eh di napaharap ako.
sabay biglang may pumasok na babae ang haba ng buhoooook!
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"
super napasigaw talaga ko.
kala ko white lady na eh.
yun pala asa 15th pa lang.
hahahahaha!
nagulat yung babae sa sigaw ko.
napahawak sa dibdib niya sa takot. =))
di ko malimutan tsura nung babae e.
hahahahaha!
kung may sakit yung sa puso, inatake na.
ang todo ng sigaw ko e. hahahahaha!
adik talaga nitong si raechilita!!!
ah ah!!!
ang pilyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
my ghas!!!
makakaganti din ako.
antay lang sia.
kala nia ha...
nakabili na ko ng weapon.
hahahaha!

:p

training

eksena sa training room.
nagtatanong ang instructor sa ming lahat kanina.

instructor: high? medium? low?
estudyante: YES!

=))

ang layo ng sagot e..
hahahaha!
adik.

P.S. naaalibadbad ako sa isa kong classmate nina. tanders na lalake. napaka KSP! lagi niang kina-cut yung instructor namin just to air his unwanted and unnecessary comments and "jokes." tsk tsk.. joke sia ng joke eh ang korni naman. leeeeeeeeer.. sia lang naman tumatawa sa mga sinasabi niya. tsk tsk. 'ba yan.

patawa ka!

Napapansin ko t'wing umaga, kakakita ako ng guapo.
Hehe.. proven na yan. sa MRT.
Pero kanina, iba. sa JEEP going to Quezon Ave. :D
Am pogi! Ganda ng mata.
Suplado ang dating. Nakapang office e. Naka longsleeves.
Malinis naman tingnan. Mukang masunget.
Magsusuplado sia eh, suplada din ako. Eh di fine.
Care ko. Di din kita titingnan.
Eh di nangkikinig ako ng mga kanta, maya-maya napatingin ako sa mirror nung driver.
Tas ung pogi nakagilid ang mga mata. BWAHAHAHA!
Kunyari ka pa ha.. Ayaw mong tumingin!
Kunyari di mko napansin. Eh kita kaya kita sa mirror. Hahahaha!
Ang engot ng tsura mo tuloy. Yung muka diretso, tas yung mga mata nakatagilid. Anu kaya yon??!! Hahaha!
Mahipan ka ng hangin niyan. Sige ka.. Kaw na si "Tutoy Iskwat."
Iskwat ang mata. Hahahaha!

Pa-suplado effect ka pa ha!
Huhm. Huli ka naman!
Kala mo ha..
Next time kase, kunin mo na lang kagad ang numero ko.
Text tayo. Hahaha! Joke. :p
Kakatawa lang itsura nung lalake nung nakita ko sa mirror.
Namuti na ang tagiliran ng mata kakatingin. =))
Hahaha!

end.

sokoleyts

pagdating ko kanina, may dalawang supot ng sokolate sa teybol ko.
usually paisa-isa or padalawa-dalawang mini sokoleyts lang nakukuha ko sa table e, galing sa opismeyts.
aba't ngayon, dalawang supot!
wow ha. bukas putol-paa na ko. =))
kala ko galing sa ka-team ko na si RJ, galing kasing boracay un e.
pero bat sokoleyts? dapat shell na bracelet. hehehe.. :D
tas yung mga tao dito sabi, alam daw nila kung sino nagbigay.
kako: "sino?"
kelangan ba dw imemorize yan!
bah di ko nga alam kanino.
tas ke kumpare pala.
hahaha! :p

nways.. thanks sa chocolates.
mambibigay ako maya.

pero lalaway nko ha..
hehe..
so so so craving for chocs ako lately eh..
hihi..

thaaaaaaaaaaanks! ^_^

anonymous texter

eh di may nagtetext kanina noh?
wala lang natawa lang ako sa pagtetext nia.
sabi nia "can u be my txtm8?"
kako: "hu ru?"
sabi nia "guest hu,. ...?"
[VIP o walk-in? hahahaha! i-guest ko daw e. =))]

tas tanong ko, "sino ka ba? kanino mo naman nakuha tong number na to?"

sabi nia, "none of anybody, i guest it.. ..."
[ anong none of anybody? at talagang pinanindigan yung guest nia eh oh. hahahaha! ok fine, you guested my number. shut up. :p =)) ]

tas sabi ko mag-rumble na lang sia ulet ng ibang number.
sabi "bigyan mo na lang ako ng number.."

sabi ko eh di sia na! trip niya un eh.. utusan ba daw ako e noh? tsk tsk tsk
tas nagtext pang isa
eh di ko na nireplyan.
buset.
may mga nagra-random text pa pala.
pero weird lang, he's not a 917 subscriber.
927 siya. at walang pattern sa digits.
i doubt kung talagang hinulaan nia lang yon.
nways.. bahala sia.
mag GUEST sia forever sa buhay niya.

:p